I shall be leaving LJ forever~ Because I said so~
No, I'm joking, I'll come back. ...Maybe...
Some of you already know why. And know my future plans. 
Chyeah.
Yeah.
I think it's better off if I leave...the memories will fade more easily. And I need the time to calm down. 
Oh, and because school is totally killing me and also I'm doing NaNoWriMo in November too, and that's when we get all the homework ne? 
I'm going to leave this journal open for another week. If you want to contact me, PM me, don't comment down here. *points below* 
If you want me on MSN, you'll have to wait until December, I will be reformatting my computer at that time, because I can't add contacts for some weird reason. Also sometimes I can't see some contacts. (Right now I can only talk to two of them.)
So yeah.
Byebye peoples of LJ~

I should be sad.
I should be sad..
I should be sad...
I should be sad....
I should be sad.....
I should be sad......
I should be sad.......
I should be sad........ 
I should be sad.........
I should be sad..........
I should be sad...........
I should be sad............
I should be sad.............
I should be sad..............
I should be sad..............

NO IDEA WHY IM POSTING.
IM DRAWING LIKE A MAD WOMAN
Well, I've only drawn like, two people or so.
EHEHHEHE.
Kbye.  

This is totally not organized yet. Lol.
BUT.
NOTE TO LJERS OUT THERE.
THIS WEEKEND
WE WILL HAVE THE MUSIC WAAAAAAR!
If any of you want to do it. xD
Lol.
Yeah.
You need your msn though.
So basically someone plays a song and you have to respond to the song by picking a song from your list.
EXAMPLE:
bluevioletapple plays : S.T.F.U. by Girugamesh
♥sYuu (that's me xD) plays: Bye Bye by Jackie Boyz
LOL YOU SEE? Hehehe~ Yeeeeeeeeeahh.
Starts on Friday, 10PM-12AM GMT. AND/OR. Saturday 8PM-12AM GMT.
Okay maybe it won't take really long or something. Because 5 hours is a long time.
Actually I'm going to be using your guys to help me with homework muhahahahaha. 
And yes, I have to add you on msn/you have to add me on msn so that we can see each others songs. 
If you want to participate contact me before Friday 4PM-7PM GMT. 
First round starts tomorrow. :D (Or today if you're in a different time zone/reading this on a different day)

EDIT: OH YEAH I FORGOT. 
PLEASE, IF YOU WANT TO PARTICIPATE. DO NOT ADD ME BY YOURSELF. Reason being because if you do, I won't get the message because my msn is messed up. Also because I will be using another account for this event.

Math is so hard that I want to cry and piss my panties TT^TT
Lol, so a teacher already knows that there's H1N1 in the school. I don't think the principal knows. Hahahha
Anyways.
Random fact
About math.
....
In math class
Everyday in math class
I always giggle for no reason
And my friends laugh along with me
Like seriously, after we take notes the teacher's like
"Okay, we're going to do some work now."
And I'm like, in a really high pitched voice
"HEEHEEHEE :D"  totally out of instinct.
And my friends are like "LOLWTFMAN."
Yeah. :D
I love math. 

WOOO~ MY JOURNAL/BLOG IS ALL BLUE! :D 
I love that color~ xD I've been wearing a lot of blue recently.
Anyways, random fact~
You know my drawings right? They're all round-headed girls and stuff like that xD
(My mom hasn't seen the boys yet xD)
Anyways.
My mommy said that I have developed my own style.
So yeah I have my own style of art now o_o
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT MY MOM CALLED IT?!
SHE CALLED IT "大頭妹" WHICH LITERALLY MEANS "BIG HEADED GIRL"
I was like "............D:"
AND SHE SAID "..........Well.....they all have big heads right.....s-so th-that means they're smart! :D"
Lol my mom is awesome.
Now that I've joined the Art Club at school, I can show the world my skilllllsss! xD  

I was hyper for about 2 seconds and now I'm dead. xD
 I have to do some crazy studying later, and some insane math. 
*SIGHZ*
D:

I'm not sure if I done this before....I think I have....
Stolen from Aoi's interview.

CHIKA'S 100 Q&A

oo1. The first thing you do when you woke up this morning?
Just lay in bed and keep my eyes closed. :D

oo2. Compare your mood today to a color?
To a color? I guess...IM BLUE. DA BA DEE DA BA DIE~ :D 

oo3. What did you do yesterday?
........What did you do yesterday? 

oo4. The most interesting / amusing thing recently?
Interesting this is that I still don't have that much homework....

oo5. Something you cried over recently?
Random fic plots in my brain. 

oo6. Something irritating recently?
The boys in the percussion section.

oo7. Your favourite movie
EW MOVIES! D:

oo8. Your favourite book (Even if it's Manga)
I don't know. My friend's fics are awesome though. 

oo9. A barometer for Health?
I DONT KNOW... D:

o10. Something that you will be careful with for the sake of your health?
I'm trying to diet so I'm drinking lots of water...

o11. A season you like?
Winter, it's nice. <3

o12. Please say one thing about yourself that you are proud of.
THE FACT THAT I CAN ACTUALLY PLAY DRUMS *COUGHNOTREALLYCOUGH*

o13. A place where you can calm down the most?
My room. 

o14. Your favourite animal?
Jellyfish! :D

o15. Compare yourself to an animal?
A mouse. 

o16. A hero you look up to when you were a child
Kai of the GazettE, YeU of GallowS, Maar of GizeL, Aoi of the GazettE

o17. Something that is always written in your report card?
"Works hard and is not distracted easily"

o18. A toy which you treasure the most when you were a child?
......PFT I DONT KNOW. BARBIES. 

o19. Your treasure now?
My family and friends (yes you guys I love you too)

o20. An Anime or Manga you liked
Naruto Shipuuden. 

o21. A character from Anime (Manga) that you want it to be in real life? [meaning really exists in real life]
OMG. DORAMI SHES SO CUTE. 

o22. A food you like
Sushi, lollies. 

o23. A food you dislike
I don't know....

o24. An alcohol you like
I CANT DRINK! 

o25. Something that you couldn't help but be concerned about it recently
The fact that I still don't have that much homework and I know that I'll get loads of it in the next month/term or so. 

o26. A memory during your Summer break that left an impression on you
When I went to my uncle's wedding and saw my cousins. 

o27. If you have one day of rest, what would you do?
Stay up the entire night the night before, and then...draw for the rest of the day. 

o28. If you have one week of rest, what would you do?
NO SCHOOL?! AWESOME. Probably.....go on the computer, chat with my friends, go on youtube, go on livejournal~ Yeahhh~

o29. If you have one year of rest, what would you do?
THATS AWESOME! I'D GO TO JAPAN!

o30. Your charm point?
My fingers even though they're short. xD

o31. Good part about you
I have the ability to make people smile. 

o32. Bad part about you
I can't comfort people. 

o33. Your special skill
I can match clothes properly! :D *SHOTSHOTSHOT*

o34. Your best dish?
Oh~ I don't know~ Pastaa?

o35. If you can bring 3 CDs to an isolated island, what would it be?
I don't own CDs. I'd bring my sansa instead. 

o36. A sport that you would like to try
A SPORT?! NO WAY. 
I want to try rugby though. 

o37. An image of a male which you think is cool
Hehehe. Aoi. 

o38. An image of a female which you think is cool
Maar of GizeL

o39. A street you like
PFT I DONT KNOW.

o40. A country which you would like to go
JAPAN!

o41. Your average sleeping hours
Oh like....7...hours at night and....2 hour nap...that's 9 hours...(WHAT THE HELL SERIOUSLY?! :D)

o42. Your ideal sleeping hours
12 hours, but sometimes I just naturally wake up. 

o43. A dream which left an impression on you
A dream in which I met Kai of the GazettE and I went to his house and for some reason he could speak English and somehow I could speak Japanese. 

o44. Your recent boom?
Listening to DJ MAX PORTABLE 2 songs on youtube~

o45. Things that you normally bring when you go out for a walk?
My sansa~ 

o46. A Brand you like
A BRAND? WHY NOT BRANDS?!
Garage, Off the Wall, bluenotes, Claire's, Ardene. 

o47. Perfume you like
........I don't wear perfume.... FA-BU-REEEZ! :D

o48. When it is that you will feel nervous?
When I have to present something to the class. 

o49. Your weak point?
I cry easily.

o50. News that you are most curious about now?
........I don't know....

o51. We have finished half of the Questionnaire. How do you feel now?
LOL WOW IT TOOK ME 20 MINUTES TO LIKE...LIKE...WRITE 50 QUESTIONS. 

o52. A Car or Bike you would like to ride on?
I can't drive yet...

o53. Your ringtone for your handphone?
I DONT HAVE A HANDPHONE D:

o54. Your waiting screen[wallpaper] on your handphone?
SEE QUESTION 53

o55. A game you like?
DJ MAX PORTABLE 2, DJ MAX BLACK SQUARE, DJ MAX PORTABLE CLAZZIQUAI EDITION (they're basically all the same game LOL)

o56. A sense of touch that you like?
Something that's really~ reallly~ reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaallllyyyy~ soft. 

o57. A sense of touch that you dislike?
Something that's prickly and rough D:

o58. A person you respect?
My mommy~ :D

o59. Something you will do when you feel troubled?
.......nothing......

o60. A hairstyle you would like to try
Properly styled vk hairstyle (because I don't have a hair straightener)

o61. When playing Scissors-Paper-Stone, which of it will you use the most?
Scissors.

o62. A flower you like
Roses! :D

o63. A Hiragana that you like
I dont know...~

o64. A Proverb that you like
English? 
"It's not your problem, but mine, that I'm gay"

o65. What would you like to eat on your last dinner?
The food was good so I don't know. 

o66. Something you want currently
Someone to love~

o67. A game you always play when you were a child
MA-POLE-STOREH FOR TEH WIN! 

o68.Something you always collect when you were a child?
....I don't know.....

o69. If you didn't become a drummer, what do you think you would be doing now?
I'd be a bassist. 

o70. If you had a time machine, to which period would you like to go to?
I want to go to my future self :D

o71. When will your tension rise the highest?
When I'm on drugs sugar.

o72. When do you feel the most overwhelmed?
.....I don't know....

o73. How many push-ups can you do?
THREE. :D

o74. How many sit-ups can you do?
NONE. I CANT EVEN DO A MODIFIED ONE *FAILS*

o75. When will you feel in beatitude?
When someone says "thank you" to me. 

o76. A melody or song you hum to unconciously
.........................hm.....I wonder........

o77. Your motto
"No but seriously~" 

o78. Is your body flexible? stiff?
I'm kinda stiff right now...

o79. The best view that you have ever seen?
............I don't know.....

o80. First CD you bought?
Stacked Rubbish for someone else. 

o81. First Live you went to?
I don't go to lives. 

o82. The first artist you copied and their song
the GazettE - Cassis

o83. Your favourite artist currently?
BRITNEY SPEARS (NO SERIOUSLY)

o84. What do you do when you have off-days?
Go on the computer, do extra homework...
If someone invites me, I would go shopping with them. 

o85. If you return to become a child for one day?
I'm still KINDA a child....

o86. If you became a man for one day?
I would run to the men's room and be amused at how it looks like. 

o87. If you became an invisible man for one day?
I DONT WANT TO BE INBISHIBAL D:

o88. If you could become of the members in the band for one day, who would it be, and what would you do?
(I'm actually in some band at my church. Hehe. We play for the Teens every other week)
I would be want to be the pianist/guitarist. Since hes a dude and I want to know what it's like to play guitar and be a dude....
And I want to know what it feels like to play piano after about 2 months. 

o89. How many points do you give yourself? And the reason?
Out of what? 1000? I-I don't know! D:

o90. Please ask yourself one question.
Are you tired?

o91. Please answer that question.
Kind of?~ xD

o92. Which part of the body do you shower first?
Head. 

o93. A Kanji you like
慈 (pronounced 'ji' in Japanese, pronounced 'chi' in Cantonese and pronounced 'ci' in Mandarin)

o94. Your source of energy?
Someone who can make me laugh and smile. 

o95. An actor you like
I DONT WATCH TV (LIKE AOI xD)

o96. How do you think you will be 10 years down the road?
I hope I'll get into university...

o97. A word to this world
HAI WORLD! :D

o98. A word to the members
The members of my 'band'? I'm going to give this word to my friends thank you very much
I love you guys <3

o99. A word to the fans
I don't have any fans </3

100. The long Q&A has ended, a word to yourself
I ACTUALLY REMEMBER DOING THIS MEME BEFORE...CRAP LOL. Whatever~

MAYBE.
MAYBE.
IT'S NOT VERIFIED.
BUT.
SOMEONE IN MY FAMILY MIGHT HAVE H1N1.  
NO THIS ISNT MADE TO FREAK YOU OUT OR ANYTHING. IM NOT GOING TO DIE
IM STAYING HEALTHY.
THE END.

Kay. I just woked up from my nappy so I feel kinda...soft...if you understand that. 
PEOPLE GO TO SHATTERED-TRANQUILITY.NET ITS AWESOME.
Kay.
You know, vkers have pets :D Ruki has...a dog and a cat. and Kozi of Malice Mizer? Yeah I think. He's got a cat and a hamster :D
I HAVE THREE PETS.
THEY'RE ALL BIRDS. :D 
Two budgies and one sparrow. :D I used to have another bird but it died like, two years ago~
My sister found the sparrow outside my elementary school where it fell out of a super tall tree and couldn't fly. It's sister got stepped on and it died. D: My sister felt so bad she asked my mom if we could take it home. 
AND WHEN IT WAS IN HER HANDS IT WAS SHAKING AWWW <3
Yeah. :D

Yay memes. :D Stolen from virgillover
Rules:
+ Find your birth month and paste it at the top
+ Strike what doesn't apply; highlight what does.
+ Post that and all twelve months under an eljay cut.

Let's see. February 19th...

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

This is funny xD It probably has something to do with horoscopes though. 

EDIT: Since I'm so bored and I don't feel like studying at all, I shall explain everything that I highlighted/striked
Abstract thoughts: ......I'm just like that.
Loves reality and abstract: Like most right-handed people we think logically. :D I'm not ambidextrous yet.
Intelligent and clever: I've just been told that I am. xD If I'm lazy though, I do really bad.
Changing personality: I have like...multiple personalities. My happy side, my serious side, my sad side, my formal side, my messed up side and my angry side. I tend to change from happy then to formal then to serious then back to formal then back to happy. Don't ask how that works. xD
Attractive: Or so I've been told. And I've heard that boys have liked me before because of my looks so yeah.
Honest and loyal: I hate lying, it makes me feel so bad.
Determined to reach goals: Like a regular B type person, I do that. But I don't achieve my goals that easily. Hehe.
Loves freedom: If people don't mind my business, I can do my own thing, it's fun.
Dislikes unnecessary things: If you don't need it, don't keep it. I had my own personal expierience with this.
Too sensitive and easily hurt: (Is this why people said that Aoi was good for me?) Yeah, I'm really emotional sometimes.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it: I TRY BUT....yeah. It's kinda...you know~ I'm a bit shy too~ you know..~
Realizes dreams and hopes: Because when I do, I have this shimmering feeling inside. 
Sharp: YES. I don't spot the little things, but I tend to find stuff out quickly.
Loves entertainment and leisure: Hey~ who doesn't?
Romantic on the inside but not on the outside: I don't want them boys to know...~ I want them to chase after me instead (UNLESS HES NOT GOOD LOOKING OR SOMETHING YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?)
Superstitious and ludicrous: This is mega true because I want to be noticed amoungst the crowd and yeah~ And I'm mega superstitious. Heh~

Tempermental: I don't really show it but it's kinda a half-half thing.
Gets angry really easily but doesn't show it: WHEN I DO GET ANGRY THOUGH, I DONT SHOW IT LOL. But I don't tend to get angry easily. I get irritated, not angry. They're two different things~ you know
Daring and stubborn: Nooo~ I'm a scaredy cat~ And I"m not stubborn (at least I don't think so...), I don't really mind if I don't get my way anyways (UNLESS ITS SOMETHING REALLY BAD LIKE...DRUGS)
Ambitious: Eh, this is kinda...half half but more on the 'no' side. 
Spendthrift: I USED TO BE LIKE THIS! I am still sort of. I tend to spend money on what I want and stuff (LIKE MAKEUP AND STUFF EVEN THOUGH I DONT WEAR IT) 
Tries to learn to show emotions: I kinda know how already...~ but I don't show my negative sides, because I don't want people to endure that side of me. 

( All months here~ :D )

WHY DOES CASSIS HAVE TO BE SO SAD?!??!? D:
ITS BEAUTIFUL BUT...D:
You can see Ruki's tears when he sings it live. I feel sad for him. *pets teh Ruki* 
Speaking of which, let's talk about GazettE PVs! :D
I don't really have a favourite but yeah~ 
The first PV I've every watched was Guren. My ex-boyfriend's band was covering that song and he just felt like showing me the song.
Didn't really get me into GazettE (BECAUSE THAT SONG IS LIKE. SO SAD AND SLOW)
Second PV, Filth in the Beauty. 
This totally made me love GazettE. When I first watched it I was like "....It looks like the drummer is having fun..." 
And in the beginning, you know, they're headbanging in unison :D I thought that was cool.
BUT THE PV IS SICK. LOL.
Then I went on watching fanvideos that people make with PVs, and I saw one with Kai emoing in his emo corner.
So I went looking for that one. (I FOUND IT A LOT LATER THOUGH)
THE THIRD ONE I WATCHED WAS CASSIS :D 
The song was so pretty~ :D I loved it so muchhh <3 I was watching the subbed version I started crying because the PV was so pretty and the song was really sad. 
I cried when the feathers fell. *sniffsniff* 
Oh, and then I watched uhh. NLSG Backstage. :D It was so fun <3

I WENT SHOPPING TODAY I FEEL SO AWESOME.
I-I really need to get out more...
Anyways, I bought...clothes. :D
And slippers.
And running shoes.
And boots.
And a new wallet.
And...10 pairs of socks for 10 bucks :D IT WAS A GOOD DEAL :D
So now there's a stack of socks in my room somewhere.
Yeah.
Oh, and last night, since I read someone's fic or something (and I was thinking of a sequel) I was like, bawling until 2 AM and being angsty because I'm like that.
That fic is really old though.
Now I need my daily dose of yaoi thankyouverymushbai :D 

I CANNOT TRUST LIVEJOURNAL ANYMORE!
PEOPLE HAVE SCARY USERPICS AND THERES CREEPY ADS TOO! D: 
Hyanyanyanyanyan~ D:
I hate being scared of everything. D:

Herruo :D
Today let's talk about games, since I was a gamer since I was...pretty young actually. xD
Right now I have a PS2, which I hardly use at all. I only use it to play DDR :D
My sister who HAD a PSP, let me use it all the time..~
Guess what I always played? :D
DJ MAX PORTABLE 2. HEHEHHE :D
It's basically a game to keep beat and stuff like that~
If you want to play it on PC, download DJ MAX TRILOGY. I'm downloading it right now to see if it actually works. xD  

EDIT: Aaaaaaaaah~ I downloaded the patch, not the program. xD The program actually has to be bought. There's no crack for it right now. D:

Lately, I've been getting addicted to Kugutsue. :D 
Ku-gut-sue. O_O Lawl. It means puppet drawing, which I find kind of...sad D:
Blame Ruki for having such angsty lyrics.
Anyways. I was watching Keroro Gunsou, and during the summer time, since everyone was using the air conditioning and stuff, there was a power outage and stuff like that.
I remember my first experience with a power outage :D
I was like...7 years old. 
It happened during daylight. And my dad was like "o_o There's no power." and he went all around the house turning on and off the light switches and stuff.
So I decided to copy him (like all little curious girls do.) :D
It was fun. I don't remember when the power went back on though. xD

I woke up mega early and I can't sleep no more~
And my hair feels like crap because I didn't wash it yesterday after P.E. and....playing with a camera and an iPhone while I was at the gym with everyone. xD 
Everyone in my family is like, so sick at the moment. Except for me and my mom.
We'll probably get the virus soon though~ D: 

So you guys know I'm writing NaNoWriMo right? 
I've decided what to write about! :D (I don't think your names would fit in here though...)
I don't know the title yet, but here's the plot...the...basic plot.
It's about a gang~ and their side.
Idea from reading the Outsiders like, 3 times. Except this version is more modern and actually includes a girl. (Because S.E. Hilton was part of the 'greasers' group, but she didn't write anything about herself.) 
I probably won't add people's names in it...unless you want to be someone who dies in the prologue. Hehehe.... 
This is going to be awesome.
I'm drawing characters right now~ :D
I'm saving my vampire and reverse cinderella for another time~

EDIT: I'm adding two girls. xD The character is lonely. </3
And I just saw a super scary ad and now I probably won't be able to sleep. 

I think I've said this before, but I feel like saying it again because I just read Kai's interview.
Just like him, I'm short sighted. xD 
250 degrees~ Daaayyuuumm~
I wonder how blind  many degrees Kai is. :D 

Oh yeah.
I SAW A PORN AD WTF D: 

This weekend there's going to be an art update
Hopefully.
:D 

HAI PEOPLE IM SERIOUSLY ON DRUGS OR SOMETHING BECAUSE IM SO HIGH

MAYBE BECAUSE IM EATING A DATE AND IT TASTES LIKE AN APPLE. AHAHAHAHHA :D
 

OKAY RANDOM FACT OF THE DAY.

IMMA TYPE THIS UP REAL QUICK BECAUSE I NEED TO GO TAKE A DUMPIE. AHAHAHHA :D

NO I DONT CARE THAT IM ABUSING CAPS BECAUSE IM HYPERLALALALLA :D
 

YOU KNOW.
I LIKE THE SOUND OF PAPER WHEN IT'S BEING WRITTEN ON SO THAT ITS ALL CRINKLY AND LIKE. YOU SHAKE IT AROUND
IT MAKES A CRINKLY SOUND! :D
*DOING IT RIGHT NOW*
EHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE :D
I NEED MY MEDS NOW BYEBYEBYE :DDDD
THE MOOD THEME TOTALLY DOESNT MATCH LOL.